Give it all

To give it all, my life to be thin.
Look at the reflection staring back.
Deal with the guilt of temptation
Hide in the recreation of the blade.
Fight for life, what for?
To live repenting your every action?
Pointless.
My mere existence is for other people to poke fun at.
Blood.
The red stuff craved for by many and many a day bleed to escape.
My whole life right now seems to be ana and SI.
Nothing else.
Pointless the reason to stop.
relief to carry on.